Taylor
Hawkins has had a rough life, but that was her lot. When she was young and
asked her mother important questions about life, Christine didn’t lie to her.
As a single mother on the run, raising her daughter in an uncertain world, she
told her child the truth so that in the future, nothing would shock her. The
first questions were about her father and why he wasn’t there.
“He was killed by evil men.”
Taylor was confused though. Whenever
people they didn’t know asked about the little girl’s father, Christine told
them that he was a bum, a deadbeat, no one she wanted to talk about. It was
only when they were alone did she speak highly of him. Taylor wanted to run
away. She and her mother rarely got along the older she got and every time the
young girl finally began to make friends, it was time to go again. Constantly
running, but never quite sure why; she followed her mother’s lead, because she
had no one else.
At thirteen Taylor was diagnosed
with brain cancer. She was in a hospital for nearly three months. Taylor was
scared and in pain. She asked her mother countless times why this was happening
to her and when she would be okay.
“You’ll be fine soon, honey. Just be
tough,” Christine constantly replied.
There was no fear in the young
mother’s voice, and only the slightest bit of concern. She simply sat in
Taylor’s hospital room with her legs hung over the arm of the chair as she
thumbed through the pages of numerous romance novels. Christine was also not
surprised when her daughter woke up in those nights in a cold sweat, talking
about visions and vivid dreams.
One night Taylor had even tried to run away from the
hospital. Feeling alone and helpless, the young girl thought that she could run
away from the cancer. It took longer than Christine had though, but after three
months Taylor began feeling better, stronger. Soon after a new team of doctors
confirmed that she had been misdiagnosed with brain cancer, which had instead
been some sort of nasty virus. That night Christine took her daughter from the
hospital, skipping out on the bills and any further questions.
On her fourteenth birthday Christine told her
daughter that they were going somewhere special. She had lied. Christine drove
the old station wagon down a long and winding dirt road to drop her only child
off with an old man that she would live with for almost three years, a man whom
she couldn’t run away from, even though she tried. Taylor didn’t see her mother
again until her seventeenth birthday, and from that moment on she never trusted
her again.
Like many people, Taylor ran from her destiny. She
did what she had to but refused to let anyone else control her life after the
old man let her go. Taylor shirked the responsibility, unsure why anyone expected
anything else from her. As soon as everything was set up she left her mother on
her eighteenth birthday to find a new start where most teenagers do—college.
She had chosen a quiet school down in Waycross, a place big enough for her
liking but small enough to hide out in away from everything and everyone else,
at least she thought that.
Sanders; or whatever was riding his body was the
first one she had seen in almost two years. She could tell too, because she was
rusty as hell. Taylor took a quick minute for clean-up, getting the small bits
of blood off of the hardwood floor and pulling the smashed bullet from the copy
of The Great Gatsby that it had
lodged itself in. She paused for the briefest of a laugh, realizing how
appropriate that was. A knock at the door ended her jovial moment abruptly.
“Taylor,” the voice of the older man called out. Mr.
Benton, the apartment supervisor. Someone must have called about the gunshot.
She quickly hit the light switch and the apartment
dimmed to a dull reddish-purple. The only light now was coming from her lava
lamp. Taylor slid her shoes on as the man knocked again.
“One second,” she yelled in response.
One last look around the apartment before she opened
the door, but nothing could be done about the bookshelf. When she did finally
open up, Taylor kept her body between Mr. Benton and the bookcase, hoping he
would be distracted enough by her as he usually was.
“Hey, Mr. B,” she said with a smile.
“Taylor, are you alright?”
“Yeah,” she said quickly, sliding out the door and
shutting it closely behind her so that he had very little chance to see the
damaged furniture. “I was just heading out.”
Mr. Benton looked over Taylor’s shoulder but the
door was already shutting firmly and the key was almost in the lock before he
got anything else out.
“There was noise. Several of the neighbors
complained, said it sounded like a gunshot.”
“A what,” she feigned ignorance. “I don’t- Oh, I bet
I had my music too loud again.” The distraction was easy for Benton to buy, as
all good lies go, it was laced in truth. “I’m sorry, I’ve –REALLY- tried to get
better with that. I hope I didn’t bother poor Ms. Phelps down the hall there.”
Taylor gave her performance with near-genuine expressions, her time in theatre
paying off.
“Oh, your music again,” Mr. Benton said with a
smile. “You really do need to be more careful about that,” he said wagging a
finger at her. “You aren’t the only one who lives on this floor you know.” Benton
was about to launch into some other semi-flirtatious attempt at conversation,
but Taylor was ready to cut him off.
“I know Mr. B., and I will, bye!”
Before he could get anything else out she had
already hit the door to the stairwell; gone before her gleeful goodbye had
finished registering. Taylor’s feet padded down the old gray steps quickly
until she saw the side doors that lead out. Pushing through the first, then the
second, she reached the street and took a much needed deep breath when she felt
she was far enough away.
“Cool it. Handle it,” She encouraged herself.
The street was lit up by bright orange lamps that
hung over her in a haze of humidity that the pale moon could not pierce. It had
rained earlier. The wet black pavement reflected the orange of the lamps and
the bright blue and white accent lights from the houses of the historical area
of Waycross. The fresh night air was still filled with the scents of rain and
freshly cut grass, a pleasant mix that represented the southern town quite
well.
The walk was actually doing her some good as Taylor
ran scenario through her mind, trying to figure out why that had just happened
in her apartment. She had wanted to get out tonight, but not for this reason. Tonight
was supposed to be about forgetting her problems, Paige and all. Sanders
presented a different type of problem though. Now, Taylor was at defcon one.
She took her normal route through the backstreets of
the city, by the old houses that had been turned into small apartments for the
college students and the brick telephone building with the wrott-iron gates
that she loved. That was when it hit her. Taylor immediately turned down a
small road that she didn’t normally take. She eyed the unfamiliar white houses
and the small dentist office that still had Christmas lights hanging on the
window sill.
Taylor told herself to stop it, she would be jumping
at shadows soon if she didn’t exercise some control over her fears. Her
training was starting to come back. So there was an encounter, just get to a
safe place and prepare. Once that was done, work on the how and the why. It had
not happened in so long that she didn’t even have a weapon at her place. That
was sloppy. The old man would have made her pay for that one if he found out.
That notion made her feet move faster more so than the thought of running into
another jacker, at least that was what she thought Sanders was, being ridden by
some malicious entity. He had been like that for a while though, his eyes
barely looked human. The more the spirits rode a host, the less of the host
there was.
Downtown was crowded for Waycross, but Thursday was
college night, and this was a college town. Taylor was getting further into
downtown, in between the taller buildings and parking decks. She hurried past
the family owned camera shop that had been there for two generations and up by
the courthouse with its statues honoring the towns founders.
The buildings began to change from private practice
offices and dress shops to cafĂ©’s, restaurants, bars, and clubs. The new light
that filled the sidewalks were brightly colored purples, reds, and greens of
entrance signs and advertisements. That meant that she was close. Taylor had
slowed her pace slightly though, more cautious of the people around her.
Without knowing what was going on, an attack could come from anywhere. She
should have grabbed a knife or at least another pen from her apartment.
Something, anything that she could use for protection would have been better
than walking out empty handed.
That didn’t matter now. She was laying eyes on her
goal. Aspect. The two story dance club and bar was a safe haven in multiple
ways for Taylor. The outside walls thumped with the music that came from the
inside and there was a small line outside with one of the usual bouncers
checking ID’s. Taylor almost cut through the line, but didn’t want to draw any
unneeded attention. When she got up to the man at the door he simply smiled and
nodded her through without checking anything. Not only was she a regular,
Taylor had the owner’s favor.
The club had two entryways in the
lobby. The door to the right enticed her with the loud bass and flashing
lights. That would only help to relieve the small problems though. The person
she was looking for would most likely be upstairs though, as he was most nights
she was actually able to see him. He would only help with the main problem, but
that was what troubled her the most right now. Maybe after that, Taylor
thought, she could have some time to herself to unwind.
Taylor turned to the left instead. A
rather plain looking archway greeted her instead that led to a dull brown
staircase with a few hanging portraits of UK bands and rock stars. On the
ceiling at the top of the stairwell a Union Jack flag hung that made way for
the football memorabilia on the walls for the various clubs. The upstairs was
more of a bar setting than the club below it. On Friday and Saturday nights
there would usually be a live band or karaoke’ night set up. The long bar
stretched across the rectangular room against the mirrored side wall. Small red
and white lights hung from the ceiling, coupled with the mixed culture decor
that was lit up on the wall. Taylor made her way through the tables, past the
row of booths and up to the bar.
Taylor looked down the long bar and
was about to check the back of the room before she saw his reflection in the
mirror. She blinked; sure that he wasn’t there a moment ago. She approached
him, dressed in his gray slacks, black vest, and the rolled up sleeves of his
button-up shirt. He hadn’t turned around, making himself a drink from what she
could tell in the mirror.
“Malcolm,” she addressed him.
“Malcolm,” a bit louder, but still he didn’t turn around. She began to say his
name again very loud over the rock music that played, but stopped when she saw his
hand raise to his ear, mimicking that he wasn’t hearing her. Taylor sighed.
“Raven,” the name trailed off as she
cut her eyes at him harshly.
Finally the sharply dressed club
owner with the spiky brown hair spun around and took a sip of the alcoholic
beverage in his glass. He was smirking as he leaned over the bar and looked
Taylor from bottom to top, taking another drink.
“Ello’ there love. You come for some
company or just to bother me?”
“I had a run in,” she said
seriously, “with a jacker I think.”
“Well that is a bother,” Raven said,
downing the rest of his drink.
Raven came from behind the bar and
motioned Taylor to follow, waving his two fingers towards the door, beckoning
her. The two walked past the last booth in the back, past the pool table and
the overly loud speakers to the plain brown wooden door that Raven unlocked
with a silver key from his key ring. Like the gentleman that he was half the
time, he held the door open for Taylor to enter with a waving motion.
The office was deceptively large.
When the door shut, all of the ambient noise from the bar and downstairs club
was shut out, almost too quiet actually. There were two couches against the
walls and a large wooden desk with two chairs. A globe with several oddly
colored areas on the sphere sat on the dexk. Bookshelves lined the back wall
with different tomes and volumes in multiple languages and a computer monitor
was hooked up to an old typewriter on a table next to it. In an odd way, it was
kind of what Taylor expected.
“Nice place.”
“Eh,” Raven replied with a sour
twist of his lips. “I work with what I have. You should see my flat sometime;
make you feel right at home.”
He
took a seat on the sofa and motioned for her to join him. Instead, Taylor
turned the chair on the opposite side of the desk to face him.
“I didn’t come here to flirt with
you, Malcolm.”
“This again?”
“Raven, whatever,” she trailed off
in frustration. “I’m not even sure your accent is real.”
“Course it is,” he said, insulted.
“I guess I do keep it a little thick though. You southern girls practically
swoon over it.”
“Will you stop, I told you what
happened.”
“No, you said one word. Explain.”
Taylor sighed and crossed her legs,
throwing her head back and closing her eyes as she felt a headache coming on.
It was probably from Raven. She took a breath and then regaled him with the
story.
“I’m pretty sure it was a jacker
that found me in my apartment somehow. It knew where I was and it put up a
decent fight. The thing had a gun. By the time most of them find me they are
too stupid to use guns.” She looked to the side. “Not going to lie, I’m a
little worried. What if this wasn’t just a random attack like the last one?”
“I told you this would happen.”
“It’s been two years!”
“Well,” Raven said shaking his head.
“The world let you run from what you are for two years longer than it lets most
people. The stronger you get the easier that they’ll be able to find you.”
“I’m not like you,” Taylor
protested.
“Of course you aren’t, you git.”
Raven stood and began explaining a bit more passionately with his hands.
“You’re an anomaly in a world full of freaks. You stick out more than an albino
at a meeting of the Farmers of America.”
“Okay, I get it!”
“No, precious,” Raven said, leaning
down to look her in the eyes. “I actually don’t think you do. I’ve been trying
for over two years now to get you to accept the world you try to ignore, to
learn and be ready. You disregard it so much that you still call me by my human
name even when it’s just us.”
“Raven sounds a little too Emo.”
“Fine, be cute,” he turned. “See if
I’m here to help you when the jackers, the leeches, the incubi and all the
others decide they want to put you out of their misery.”
Taylor didn’t know what to say. She
simply stared at him for a long moment before looking down at her hands that
had been folded neatly across the black shirt.
“What do I do?”
“Way I see it you have two options:
run, or do your job.”
There was another pause as she
considered his words. There was that thought of running, trying a new state,
maybe in an even less populated area. He had warned her before though, the
stronger she became; the more they would be able to find her. She thought about
her other problems too, with the school, with Paige. It was an odd mixture of
wanting to run, to make everything easier, but realizing that for the first
time in her life, Taylor had actually begun calling somewhere home.
“I… I mean this can’t be that bad,
right; a small infestation, a minor demon or something, nothing big, right?”
“I don’t know,” he crossed his arms
and mused for a moment. “What about the gargoyle thing? Think they still have
it out for you?”
“This wasn’t a gargoyle, Raven. I
know that much.”
“They could have hired someone, made
an alliance.”
There was a long pause. Raven stared
at her. Taylor stared at the wall as her fingers tapped nervously on the arm of
the chair, echoing in the quiet room.
“No,” she finally said out loud to
the wall.
“No, what?”
“I’m not going to run.” Taylor
stood. “I’m going to go find out what is going on and take care of it, and then
I’m going to take a vacation.”
“Vacation? This is the first we’ve
seen of anything in two years.”
“Not just from this,” she corrected,
“from everything. Trust me. I need it.”
Raven shook his head and stood,
muttering, “Whatever you say. But, you’re going to need weapons if you’re going
hunting.”
“What did you have in mind?”
Raven walked over to the bookshelf
behind his desk and let a hand fall onto an old brown book with a smudged title
that loosely spelled out Wuthering Heights.
“Luckily, your mum had me hold
something aside for you. She knew you’d be needing it eventually.”
Taylor felt a cold chill on her
spine as her mother was mentioned. She looked over her shoulder at Raven and
saw the bookshelf shift slightly when he pulled the book from the shelf. There
was a four foot safe behind it that she couldn’t see very well with him in the
way, but instead of hearing the tumblers or a keypad, there were four notes of
distinct sound that escaped into the otherwise quiet office.
Taylor had an idea what it was, but
her mouth still gaped a bit when she saw the open box. It was beautiful. The
small wooden box held in it a silver-plated Beretta 92FS, an extended clip
sitting next to it on the felt fabric of the box.
“Dad’s gun,” Taylor said in a hushed
tone.
“He called it Julia,” Raven informed
her, “and now it is yours.”
She picked up the weapon gingerly,
as if it were a fragile thing. The name of the piece was mouthed again by her
lips, paying reverence to an artist’s creation as the pads of her fingertips
ran down the side and she checked it. Taylor was no stranger to guns, not at
all. They were one of the preferred weapons of hunters, one of the many disciplines
she had been trained in, but it had been quite some time since she had held
one.
“Glad you approve, but the box is
mine.” Raven’s words pulled her out of the state of awe. He handed her the clip
and closed the lid on the receptacle, placing it back in his safe and closing
it as well. “I’m also fresh out of silver-tipped stilettos. You’ll have to get
your blades elsewhere.”
Taylor didn’t indicate if she heard
him or not as she ran a thumb over the exposed bullet at the top of the
magazine before loaded the gun. She pulled back the slide and aimed the pistol
at one of Raven’s older paintings, judging the sights.
He stepped in front of her with his
hands slightly raised, protesting the abuse of what he called good art.
“No, no. Stop it. Why don’t you go
downstairs and have a drink, burn off a little steam by shaking your bum, and
not put any holes in anything of mine while I promise to put my ear to the
ground and listen for whoever might have it out for you in the underworld.
Agreed?”
She nodded and slid the gun away
into her purse. Taylor felt his arm wrap around her shoulders, leading her to
the door. She looked up at him as it opened, feeling like there was more to say.
“Don’t worry love. I don’t plan on
letting anyone hurt you. At least not until all your debts are paid.” He smiled
and noise flooded back into the upstairs bar as he closed the door behind her.
She stood there against the wall for a moment, hesitant about what the night
may hold.